Do you ever wish sometimes that..you never had a heart? That you just want to literally RIP your heart out and throw it into the deepest depths of hell? Okay, that may be too much but that pretty much sums up how i feel right now. I can’t pretend to say hi to you every morning with a smile on my face, while deep down i truly feel like shit..the lowest of the low. Why? I have no idea..kind of feels like i’m going into depression..but anyway, lets keep this positive 🙂
‘I will stay with you, through the ups and the downs..i will stay with you, when no one else is around..’ (Points if you can tell me who sang that..)
She came in wearing the lipstick i love. She looks amazing to me, and i want to tell her..but i can’t. Because if i go over there i may break down..whoever said that a man can’t express his emotions?! I feel like i lost a 4 leaf clover…unlucky. That’s what i get for wearing my heart on my sleeve i guess.
ION, I’m close to hitting my targets at work. Sales is not an easy job..by any means. It takes dedication, aggression and a whole lot of..courage. Convincing a CEO of a multi-national to invest hundreds of thousands in advertising is incredibly frightening. Only thing i concentrate on is my commission if i nail the deal.
Take me away from here, take me somewhere, where love is like breathing..i don’t care where we go, as long as i’m there with you.. John Legend has a magical way of making you relate to his music in the simplest way possible..
I’m going to start blogging about marketing/sales strategies, failed and succeeded in other parts of the world and right here in the +254. That’s me signing off.
“Broken hearts are made for two, one for me and one for you..”– That’s one of my favorite Jhene Aiko tracks right now..i don’t know. I really felt like listening to RnB today. as. She came to work today, looking beautiful as usual. But something was different, maybe the way she wore her hair? No…long story short, Us is no longer Us.
‘Bae, oh bae. Where art thou bae?’ HAHA! (i loathe that word btw..)
What do you do when the one person you care about more than anything out there, is always beating herself up and constantly pushing you away? Nothing you can do really. I think the end of that quote goes ‘let it go..if it comes back, its yours to keep.’ Man, do i wish that it comes back..literally pray it comes back every day.
You are too precious for me to lose, like a diamond among ruby’s..PRICELESS. Just know that i’ll be waiting here for you, patiently.
For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that your are never alone.